IM BORED AND ITS 3;00 AM.
SO I SHALL DO THIS
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
DEAR BESTFRIENDS, you guys know who you are, and I don't have to go into further details, you guys stick by my side, and pick me up push me forward when I need a boost, you guys know Im here for you, and like I have nothing to say, cause we all share different memories, I have a hand full of bestfriends, and they all stick with my bullshit, the love me despise my bullshit, you guys get through everything with me, literally, and I miss some of you, because I haven't seen some of you for YEARS, but stills, we catch up with eachother and we all matter in eachothers lives, I've grown a lot, and I've gotten a lot wiser, you guys mean the world to me, so never leave me, and if you do leave, I'll know everything we shared was total bullshit, don't let me think that kay? kay love you all, yours truly, tvuu.
Day 2 — Your Crush
DEAR YOU, I like you, I told you I did today, and you didn't react really big, that's good, you didn't mind, and I think you liked me too , but hey it's a possibility. aha, your funny, cute, and can make me smile, it's a good thing, and hey, just because there's this other guy, doesn't mean we can't be friends, you like someone else, but that's okay, we're good friends, lets keep it as is. :) yourstruly, tvuu.
Day 3 — Your parents
dear mommy & daddy, I love you guys, so god damn much, you are my heros, my role models, and one day, Im going to be successful, and I'm glad that you like it when Im happy, it makes it seem as if you only care that I am happy and that's a good thing, you guys will grow old, but lets hope you guys stick around for a long while, because what's a wedding without you two there to wish me congratulations, or you two not there to see me successful, yeah you guys get on my nerves sometimes, but you guys are so loving, and that's all that matters, you know that you love me, you know I love you too, so don't ever think that I hate you, just because you guys don't understand english, and don't let me out doesn't mean that my love for you has left, you brought me to this world and I'll show the world that I deserve to live, no one but you mommy & daddy<3 your daughter, tvuu.
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Dear siblings, I love you two, so much, and I don't have to show it, because words cannot express how I feel, I know I'm stubborn and I'm a bitch, and I yell, but hey, you know I'm there for you guys, I do feel left out sometime, but time will make up it's time right? I know I cause people pain, and I know that the pain I cause comes back, I love you both very much, and yes you do get on my nerves, but hey, It's okay to say "I hate you" sometimes, and it's okay to be mad, with the fusses & fights, we make up later on. love you both your sister, tvuu.
Day 5 — Your dreams
Dear Dreams, I don't have to follow you anymore, I've learned to lead you, and my imagination is bigger then anything, I understand, but I dream to be in love, and successful, and to be happy, but lately? I've fallen out of love, I know I don't know what love is, and how it feels, but it feels like the world is in your hands and one wrong mistake can tear it down, successful is down the road but it's how I take the road now, Happyness, is to be gained, and we'll see how that goes, yourstruly, tvuu
Day 6 — A stranger
Dear stranger, you're a someone, don't think your a nobody, yourstruly, tvuu
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
dear ex-boyfriend, I miss you at times, but that's okay, it's okay to hurt sometimes, even if it's been nearly one month now. :\ , it's okay. to cry, and it's okay to miss. I do wish a lot of things, I know I did something wrong, but I guess the past is the past now. we can still be friends, and nothing will change that. yourstruly, tvuu
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
dear bthieu, little brother, you're some internet friend, because you're very dirty. LOL. Kidding, you're just fun to talk to, I haven't seen you for about a couple months 4-5 ish, and I miss your fugly ass, you're coming to MHS for a year then moving down to some next school, ugh. can't believe your moving you bitch ! anyways, i`ll see you on the 23rd of june, your graduation, we should match, we'll see ;D <3 yourstruly, tvuu.
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Dear fuckin' pikachu, domo fuckin' kun & pedo fuckin' bear, I wish I could meet you three because you three are fuckin' awesome, but unfortunately you're all animated. -___-" ugh, I want thunderbolt pet, and rectangular brown object that wont close his mouth friend, and a bear that likes kids as a bestie! ;D. I want a plushie of all of them ! googogogo ! :) , yourstruly, tvuu.
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Dear daddy, you're in montreal/ottowa, working your butt off so you could pay for my schoo inst. fee in 3 years and to pay off the next two years for my sister, I love you so much for that, always putting my schooling before everything & anything, I love you so much, don't ever think that I'd choose a friend over this family, and don't ever think Im going to walk out on your like that, because it takes a lot more to leave then stay. i love you so much, I wish I could talk to you everyday of my life, but your just too far away, and I can't see you, I'm okay with seeing you every now and then, but I get to see you for like a day, and half the time I'm not home because you leave in the morning when I have school, and we barely talk because everytime we try, I have exams, test, or homework .. ilove you so much come home soon <3 yours truly, daddy's little girl.
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Dear grandma, I didn't see you once in my life, only pictures, and that's not enough for me I need more then just that, I want to be able to meet you, before you died, I want to be able to speak to you in person, but I didn't have the chance too.. and I'm sorry for not rushing my parents to take me to vietnam, i love you so much, even if I've never met you, you seem so nice & sweet over the phone.. imissyou, iloveyou, your grand-daughter, tvuu.
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Dear life, you've caused me the most pain, But I don't hate you, because you allow me to live, and whats life without pain? I guess that's all I have to say, I live up to my life, and I live up to my name to make everyone around me proud, yourstruly, tvuu.
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Dear you, I wish you could forgive me, but you can't because of my stupidity, and I'm okay with that, you have a reason to hate me, to talk about me, just don't go saying you're talking legit, because you probably aren't you don't know me anymore, you know my life is tough I don't think I need another person going around talking shit, thanks though, I've apologized, and you've rejected, that's not my fault. yourstruly, tvuu.
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Dear kv, you & I drifted into separate ways since break up, and that's okay, but I don't know whats going on with your life anymore, I guess that's alright, I wish I could talk to you about anything & everything, but I guess I can't anymore, and I don't think I'll ever be able too.. yourstruly, tvuu.
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Dear daddykins, i miss you so god damn much, I haven't seen you for the past two months, I don't know whats up anymore, I haven't talked to you for so long, I don't want to ask you to come down here, because again, I have my exams coming up, so i`ll be studying 24/7 and we wont have time to talk, so come here in the summer, please =) , I miss you so much, and I know your sick, Im just hoping you get better, so take some rest and get well soon, yourstruly, daddy's little girl.
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Dear lm & lv, lm, I want to meet you so badly ! too bad you live in the US, and we can't see eachother. not fair ! : (, but that's okay, Hopefully I get to meet you soon ! :D <3 ;; lv ! imiss you so fuckin' much cous. I haven't seen you for like 432 years ! literally, LOL. I want to know how you are, but we barely talk we're both so busy, your exam week is coming so is mine (N), NOT FAIR. D;. ugh, I needa visit vancouver soon ! miss you lots, yourstruly, big cous.
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Dear LV, I wonder how you are, we barely talk, we were like best friends back in grade 3, remember when i fell asleep in class !? LOOL, (N), & all those sleep overs?! ;] , sexy time, ahah ! imissyou so god damn much, when I get my ass to vancouver, SLEEPOVERBABY, girls night, bbt, shopping, facial, karaoke, etc ! I know you have thing for karaoke + bbt, now ! ;] and so I got to get my ass down to vancouver, soon time ;]
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Dear me, I am myself, no one can change that, I am a bitch, living devil, loving angel, caring sweet kind, mean, obnoxious, annoying, curious, thanh. I am me accept me the way I am, or leave.
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Dear school, you bother me, you make me think, it's not okay, cause I day dream in all my other classes but science, just because my teacher's strict lmfao. and that's not good ! : (, anyways, yourstruly, tvuu
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Dear tv, I myself broke my heart the hardest, I opened up my heart, allowing people to freely walk in, mess something up, and let my tears fall, I'm sorry. yourstruly tvuu.
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Dear Ah, I swear I thought you were quiet, and very good girl, but you have to get to know someone before judging them, angie you're quiet, until it comes to talking with no one around, and your good until it comes to sleeping in class, iloveyouuu! <3 ;] twinnie, yourstruly, tvuu.
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Dear tv, I'd like to give you a second chance, because you fall to quickly, and you need to learn to keep yourself, under control, because once you fall, you take your time to get yourself back up, when you could not fall and just stay on your flat surface ground, you deserve anything you put your mind too, and you have all your friends & family to support your decision, whether they think against or for it. yourstruly tvuu.
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Dear rd, hi, :), how was philly? get your domo kun hat? how about my food? ;] , hope you had a great time, I had a lot of things happen while you were gone, lets catch up, I'm sure you had a great time meeting the addition member to your family, is it a girl or boy ? is she/he cute? pictures? ;] we have some catching up to do, message me. kthnksbye, yourstruly, tvuu.
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Dear JT, RL & DLL. oh god, the recent best memory would be with your three @ wonderland, (Y). love that day, I swear, that day was some next thrilling day, and like the adrenaline rush of my first roller coaster, :) , love you three, yourstruly, tvuu.
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Dear Pm, iloveyou, your my sister, and you know what your tears aren't worth him, as much as you convince yourself, you know your tears are precious, your sleep are important you know I love you, and you know Im here for you, you know you should tell him that he should stop hurting you, I understand, school's first priority, but it doesn't mean he can't like you back does it? cause honestly, it'd be a boost if he told you he did, and you know what a relationship doesn't have to come out of this, you both act as a couple, and you both know it. so just know that if he doesn't react, leave him, let him put the pieces together, you've spent enough time at the puzzle. yourstruly, tvuu
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Dear dp, I made a pinky promise to not skip anymore, I broke it, but I told you, after I present my ISP and I finish gym Ima be skipping those two periods, I warned you :] , I never said I wouldn't skip first period, I haven't yet.. LOL . skipping the 18th, gave you a heads upp on that. yourstruly, tvuu
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Dear rd's friend named chad, you're pretty friendly, haha, yeah I still remember you, you were really nice =) , and it's a good thing, nice guys finish last, but nice guys, get first place. =) , sincerely- tvuu.
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Dear mommy & daddy, you guys have changed my life, you two are the biggest impact on my life, and the most important people to my life, I love you both so very much, even if I don't show it, know that I love you two, and I always will.. yourstruly, daughter tvuu.
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Dear rd. I wish I could tell you everything about me, it's hard too, it's risky, and I don't feel ready to take that risk, and I don't want to anymore, I don't feel the need to tell you that I still like you, and I don't feel the need to tell you that I still wish for you, I don't find the need too, not anymore, I know I miss you, and I know, there are times you miss me, so don't lie to me, please. Stop lying to me, cause I don't want to hear those lies anymore, I've heard them before, and I don't need to hear them again I don't find the need too hear them again, I'm afraid, of heights, because of the fall, and I'm afraid of falling, falling for love, I'm afraid of the truth, because I can't face it, but it's better then being comforted by a lie, today I felt as if everything you've told me before were a lie. the iloveyous, the imissyous, the everything, the i never want to lose you.. did you ever? watching "she's out of my league" allowed me to know that people want to play safe, did you want to play safe because you didn't want those three months of depression again? was I only the safe base, I wasn't home run? I know Im making assumptions, something I said I wouldn't do, something that lead the relationship to a downfall, but everyone assumes, everyone changes, whether you assume someone has changed when they have not, or whether someone has changed and you assume they have not. so confused, ;\.. yourstruly, tvuu.
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Dear reflection, who are you now? You're so rebellious, you do so many regretful mistakes, you lie, you tell truth, you break rules, you cause pain.. Truth is I've changed, from that innocent little girl to a guilty little girl, and I chose to make life complicated, I plead guilty, but that innocent little girl is still here, just the guilty is shown so that the shell is strong, and unbreakable, and unfearful, truth is, I fear everything, and anything, I despise the person I've become, but nothing can change that now, I am who I am, and I am thanh vu, just not on the outside. get to know me, I'm not as tough as I seem, I break easy, and I break others back once they break me. yourstruly, tvuu.
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