Love.Hate.Fuckup.
I hate how the little things affect the big world.
I hate how this feeling wont leave..
I hate how I'm so god damn confused..
Bleck. Ignore the fact that I like him..
Don't you see my feelings for you still stand there?
You're not the reason why I still stand my grounds.
I myself, am here to stand my grounds. I don't know how much more I can take.
This stupid arrow cupid keeps shooting.
Yeah cupid's drunk alright.
He's giving everyone mixed feelings..
As much as I want to be with him..
There are reasons why I still want to be with you..
Bleck, even if I do go for him, theres that girl
Whats her face, standing in my way
Trying to screw everything up.
She already talked shit about me to him.
Explaining why she 'hates' me to him.
She didn't even go through further details.
I had to go through the details with him. I had to tell him,
Why she does, and What happened.
I had to tell him everything, besides what secret is there to keep?
He already shared his big secret with me.
But I found out from 'whatsherface' ..
What secret can she keep?
Exactly. And now that if I do spill his secret.
He has something on me.
It's all fair is it not?
I play games fair, if it's not fair, I walk away.
As much as he makes me laugh,
He is still not you..
As much as I can smile,
My smiles towards him, are not as big as the ones towards you.
As much as I miss him,
and want to be with him..
There's something standing my way of moving on.
and there's that feeling I still have for you.
I don't want to hurt him, I've never wanted to hurt anyone..
And If I did hurt you, I'm sorry..
But my silly mistakes, do not take up the person I am.
I don't regret being with you, why would I?
You made me smile once before.
You still have that power to build my smile up.
You still have that piece.
That piece, and you are the only one that fits,
Why would I want anyone else to fit?
Yeahs you mean a lot to me.
But what difference is there to make?
The past is the past.
We both know that we both screwed up.
that's why we're still talking, catching up to eachother, so one day
when we're on a train to our future, I can still be one of those friends to sit beside you.
The trains to the future right? and bestfriends are forever right?
So why not. people say it's hard to be friends with your ex.
Well it all depends on who is trying, how hard your trying.
I`ll tell you one thing, I'm trying pretty damn hard.
It's not a fact.. I'm still thinking about it. I'm not sure..
Besides, even if his piece does fit. I don't think mine does.
Bleck. I still have these feelings that I like you..
But I don't think it's enough to love you again..
What if's. they take up my life.
they're my chapter in this book...
well what's done is done.
right? ..
we're still friends, right?..
infact, besties if you can say again.
there's that place that makes me insecure..
Bleck. I hate that feeling.
Physiological Fact: When a person cries, and the first tear comes from the right eye, it’s happiness. But when the first tear comes from the left, it’s pain.
is that true? ..
Being a bitch means: I stand up for myself and my beliefs. I stand up for those I love. I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my way. I won’t compromise what’s in my heart, I live my life my way. I won’t allow anyone to step on me, I refuse to tolerate injustice. It means I have…
" when you want to be with that person, you dream about them
when you are far away from that person, you can't stop thinking about them
and when you're standing right beside that person, you feel that overwhelming feeling that makes you want more.
Once you found that person, You never want to leave."
Don’t fall for me because I’ll end up leaving first because I hate being left. Don’t play games with me because I bet I can play it better. Don’t hurt me because in the end, I’ll find a way to hurt you twice as much.
been hurt once too many.
bestfriend: i think you are really cute
me: being sad ain't cute
bestfriend: it's cute because you can handle all the struggles and still smile
i really wish i was like that
me: haha aww
I want to be the kind of girl who leaves an everlasting impression. I don’t want to be the type that you’ll forget in a week. I want to be hard to forget. I want to have the kind of impact on someone where they know they’ll never find anyone else who could ever take my place.
in the end, why would you want someone else to take my place?
when a girl walks away, don't let her leave.. ;
You run the fuck after her and pour your heart out on the pavement. You have to tell her all the reasons you love her, and you gotta mean every word of it. You better kiss her like you’ve never kissed her before and hold her in your arms like you’re protecting the world, because she is your world. Fight for her. Don’t let her go. Because once she walks out on you, there’ll be nothing more you can do. And let me tell you boy, you will regret it.
you never allow a girl to walk away.
Because sometimes it’s easier to say, “I hate you,” than “I miss you, I wish we didn’t fight; I wish you would call me sometimes.” Because sometimes, it’s easier to think, screw life, screw work, screw everything, than admit that you’re overwhelmed and feel like you’re drowning. Because sometimes, it’s easier to admit the simple things than say the hard things and realize how much you’ve been struggling and how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control.
I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.
quit proving it to me that you can't handle me..
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.
I'm to afraid to let you know that I still like you, because I'm scared of your rejection..
I'm afraid to let you know because I'm not willing to hurt you if the outcome ain't so great..
What if she was meant to be, or could have been, someone important in my life? I think that’s what scares me: the randomness of everything. That the people who could be important to you might just pass you by. Or you pass them by. How do you know…I felt that by walking away I was abandoning them, that I spent my entire life, day after day, abandoning people.
I don't understand why people enjoy to talk about me to the person that I like..
I don't understand at all, Who the fuck are you to me ?
Cause right now, I've just noticed that you only talk shit, all you do is talk shit.
Can you stop? Like why you gotta be hatin' me?
I don't fuckin' understand why you gotta be the one talking shit to him.
Out of all damn fucking people, you gotta be the one cussin' at him, tryna keep him away from me
For what fuckin' reason ?
Exactly, no reason at all.
Because you're like all the others that think I'm lookin' for a rebound?
Shit, look at yourself, flirtin' with any guy you can get with, and shit like that.
Bet you didn't even like your ex.
So chill it, I don't give a fuck about what you think.
I don't give a fuck who you are.
I don't give a fuck what you know.
Cause what you know is total bullshit you don't know my life
So don't judge it. Okay?
People barely know the smallest details of my life, and they judge it, who do you think you are? cause I don't give a fuck who you are, I know I am who I am. If you can't handle to stop talkin' then don't talk at all.
"perfect girls aren't real, and real girls aren't perfect.."
I have my flaws.
& I love them.
yourstruly,
tvuu
#1.
davidiehuynhiee,
Anh Trai. You know I'm here for you <3>
heck when Im not you have Danny LeLy.
Love you lots AnhTrai.
There isn't much to say
Even if we have gotten
the same situation. Mine has gone worst.
but things get better. I'm here for you <3
#2
I accused you of something,
Unfortunately I had to turn back to you.
I had to, it wasn't the part where I found myself
as the biggest bitch alive.
But it's the part where I found myself,
at the point where I needed my jiejie.
and I felt so idioticly stupid, for even thinking
that person he was talking to was you.
I'm sorry.. for my stupidity.
#3
Even if we've gone through so much together.
I will always love you as a sister <3>
You've got my back on this.
You support my every stupid decision, you're like a sister to me.
Maybe one day we can run away from reality together.
#4
hay, you're number four.
The guy who I thought loved me. Did not.
Instead he asked his "BestFriend" to cuss
at me over the phone
and keep calling until I get really irritated.
You never meant what you've said.
I'm not okay with it. of course not.
Who are you now? Not the guy I fell inlove with
#5
My number fiveee.
Love you like no tomorrow.
You're like my sister, even if we have
our dirty inside jokes you are nothing but my
bestfriend, and heck we got through a lot no lie <3>
three damn years.
#6
My numbah six.
My bestest unco evar.
Even if your like mexican, and like to hop boarders
you still love me because I make the stupidest decisions.
I love you as a brother my bestest uncle.
three damn years.
we got through it. :] love you lots. <3
I advise you to please ask who is who too, but most of these are nice.
:]
bai. -thanhvu.
Even if we're not together.
I'm happy. cause you chose to do it, hopefully you're happy too.
This is just what I think because my POV. will always be different from yours.
I've always cared for you, since day one of the day we started talking.
I've always been open minded to one of the many gestures you've made.
Amazingly, I've always followed through lovin' you.
But you & I are not together..
Maybe it IS my fault that it happened?
but you were talking to someone friday night of may 7th 2010.
You've left me in constant pain for serveral days.
Serveral weeks..
She told you, your "muimui" told you, I was planning on visiting you that monday.
Who did she think she was? my boss? Trying to stop me on fixing this relationship that I promised that it'd work out?
Heck if your bestfriend didn't tell you. Why was she allowed too?
You shouldn't have been the one pissed off.
I should have been the one pissed off.
You kept me crying for two weeks .
You allowed me to be depressed for two-three weeks.
You kept a secret from me for three weeks.
You did it all.
But I forgave you.
And you turned your back on me and only found yourself mad at me.
No comment.
Miss you & all
Loved you enough to cry constant days for you.
You just never loved me enough.